Friday, November 24, 2006
This post is some things about me...
not the usual myself to write this post...
not any post about myself...
Me...
Mine...
Myself...
This are the three words I use to describe myself...
Everyone is unique, even me too...
CKWen...
kwen...
Mr. Workaholic...
All my user nicks...
I don't know why I chose them, I just chose...
I am the sort of person who can change easily...
I always have this way of thinking...
people who are good to me, I will be good to them, people who are bad to me, they don't expect me to be kind to them...
Some people say I am kind or nice, but that to me...
not a compliment...
but it will trigger something in me to do the opposite...
people who know me more will think that I am evil...
I am to be seen quiet if it is the first time working with new people...
so they have good impressions of me...
first impressions are most important...
that is what I believe...but there is more to it...
which is for me to know and for you to find out...
I am not Mr. Perfect, nobody is perfect...
but to me, people who like to use this phrase "nobody is perfect" are cheaters..
not to others, but to themselves...
They tend to stick to this phrase and not try to work towards perfection...
while at the other hand...
people who believe in the other way...
will try to be perfect, to maintain the best standard...
I have secrets...
everyone has secrets...
It is only it is really hard to make me talk...
it is worth a try...
to make me talk...
My answer will either be a lie...
a lie that you won't realise it is a lie...
or maybe I will just keep quiet...
For me, words are fun things...
It is just a waste if you do not try to play with them...
they can be used in arguements...
in making deals...
in making jokes out of other people...
for irritating others etc...
To me, I prefer to be a follower rather than a leader...
to be a leader is to speak out...
to be a follower is to support the leader...
I would rather support others than to let others support me...
I like to wonder...
not wander...
I think about many things...
Who to help?
Who not to help?
Who shall I go against?
Who shall I be kind to?
Should I carry on doing this?
and many many more...
I do have some things I hate...
everyone has...
but the truth is that I often hate what I like...
for I have this quote...
"Good things are worth waiting for, but you will tend to hate them once you wait too long..."
This are some things about me...
not all...
NO SECRETS to be revealed yet...
maybe next time...=)
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 8:50 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Just came back today after my LDC II Camp...
Last week also had a camp...
It was really a busy two weeks...
full of camps, really draining of my energy...
no time to blog or do whatever things...
But as a consolation, many many many new friends...
gave me the strength to continue...
My quote of the day, "People have a fear to fail, but I have the fear not to make friends..."
Yah... really nice playing with words...
improving day by day...
trying more to improve...
SO WATCH OUT... you few who thinks you are always right...
these two camps really made me realise many things...
not to tell right now...
still reflecting...
the feeling is just wierd...
I just could not stop asking myself these questions...
"Am I evil?"
"Who should I help?"
I will continue searching for my answers...
no matter how long it takes me...
There is still time to go...
I will not rest...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:06 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
I wonder why...
I wonder how...
I wonder what...
I wonder who...
I wonder where...
I wonder when...
I wonder many things...
But I just don't know which is the right way...
Which way should I follow?
The way that I chose,
or the way that others chose for me?
It will be a difficult thing to consider...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 11:01 PM
