Saturday, March 31, 2007
It is quite a phenomenon...
I don't know why...
I was not like that before...
I feel that I changed...
I think the root of the problem might be my depression problem...
I cannot tell the reason I am depressed...
something personal...
but I just don't know why...
I just feel like hiding my emotions...
but to do that, I risked inverting everything inside me...
I don't know why the beautiful language start coming out of my mouth...
when I did not use them from long before...
I start to insult people...
make them feel lousy...
when I am the lousy one...
I start to turn more aggresive...
I just don't know why...
I just get angry easily....
I don't think straight...
HELP !!!I just feel that after helping others for so long...
I should in turn actually stop helping others for a while...
I just need to help myself...
be able to visualize the full picture...
just give me time...
I promise I will change...
Account taken from a depressed kid, me...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:09 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
It is only the second week of the new term...
And all the tests flood in!!!
Chemistry...
luckily postponed...
A Math...
tomorrow....
lets' hope it will be postponed...
Physics...
on thursday...
luckily an easy chapter...
However...
there is something wierd I found out about the teachers once we returned...
the teachers seemed to have gotten an order...
that they must collect all the homework we owe before they continue the lessons.....
it is really wierd...
haiz... don't know what the school is becoming...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 8:40 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Woohoo...
today was such a fun day!
Today was the heritage tour...
my class went to learn more about World War II...
learnt many things that I had never learnt before...
those truth I did not know..
very enriching...
not boring at all...
the speaker was also very nice... =)
But what I hated during that trip was Ong...
NOOBy Ong...
He was like an idiot...
yesterday night in msn he keep on demanding things from me...
made such a din...
When I thought I had seen the worse, he pops up...
haiz...
why man...
nevermind about that...
today he and Michael a.k.a Michelle act like so dumb lor...
the whole class sat on the ground...
they stood up...
Ong was the worst...
He kept on walking away when the person is talking...
then in the end he somehow got missing...
no one blamed him cause we returning to school... (lucky guy...)
then victor...
haiz...
he kept on asking stupid questions...
one example is when the guide told us that there were three quilts made...
he asked how many were made...
he did not listen then he asked the question...
But overall the trip was fun...
If I had a chance, I will want to attend it again... =)
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 1:26 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
I just hate it!!!
I just hate it when I am asked to wait for such a long long long long time...
then asked to go home...
Today my class went for the industrial visit to the Macdonalds...
I actually thought we were going to whatever big building...
but to my disappointment...
we went to the Macdonalds opposite of AMK library....
Something worse...
the school ask us to donate money to the project cool running...
then they spend this much of money hiring a bus to move such a short distance...
I would rather they donate the money to the project...
then everyone just walk there...
I think it is just that maybe some parents will complain...
And going there is like a waste of money...
we had to eat there in order to visit their tiny little kitchen...
and I mean tiny...
the food was expensive... ( but that was Macdonalds...)
then the tour was super bad...
we went in...
saw practically nothing much more than what we knew...
those things we can see easily from the outside...
then we left...
At first I thought that was the end of all the bad things...
but guess what...
history remedial was cancelled...
and I brought everything along...
Worse still...
having waited for at least one hour for the student leaders investiture rehersal...
then they cancelled it...
wow... I was really furious...
wasted all my time...
just because some people did not want to go...
If those people who waited for that hour gets scolding...
wow...
I think we will not ever turn up for the rehersal anymore man...
everything is really cocked up...
I should have listened to my hunch...
that I was like so clumsy today...
a bad feeling...
I do hope this type of thing does not happen anymore...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 4:41 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
It takes 365 days to make a year...
It takes 24 hours to make a day...
It takes 60 minutes to make an hour...
It takes 60 seconds to make a minute...
so in total..
It takes 31536000 seconds to make a year...
now as I am typing this post and even after I typed this post...
and as you are also reading the post at the same time...
our hearts are beating...
If our heart beats 31536000 times a year... "WOW! That is a lot!!!"
Then in our lifetime...
lets say we live for as long as 80 years old...
our heart would have beat 2522880000 times...
It is really a lot... and our heart can preservere...
The organs in your body work very hard throughout your life...
you can actually see how much they supply for you till they go ka-boom...
that is the reason you need to take care of your body...
but that is not my main point...
My main point is that our body does not give up...
but it is us that is making them give up...
if our hearts ever stops beating...
we would be dead...
lets say it does not fail us...
till it feels it is time...
So so many parts of us work so hard...
what is the point of not working hard now?
A body can only function when everything is working as a whole...
just like a group requires teamwork...
It just takes us a little motivation to work...
just like the brain sending signals to all parts of our bodies...
just turn every negative thing said to you into a positive thing...
a need to improve...
and trust me...
you will live happier and do the best you can ever do...
When people say that you are stupid...
don't just think that you are really stupid...
just think of it as that person challenging you...
challenging you to prove to that person that you are no stupid person...
GO ON!Show them who is boss...
Dedicated to all those who thinks that they are failures in life...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:59 PM
