Saturday, March 31, 2007
It is quite a phenomenon...
I don't know why...
I was not like that before...
I feel that I changed...
I think the root of the problem might be my depression problem...
I cannot tell the reason I am depressed...
something personal...
but I just don't know why...
I just feel like hiding my emotions...
but to do that, I risked inverting everything inside me...
I don't know why the beautiful language start coming out of my mouth...
when I did not use them from long before...
I start to insult people...
make them feel lousy...
when I am the lousy one...
I start to turn more aggresive...
I just don't know why...
I just get angry easily....
I don't think straight...
HELP !!!I just feel that after helping others for so long...
I should in turn actually stop helping others for a while...
I just need to help myself...
be able to visualize the full picture...
just give me time...
I promise I will change...
Account taken from a depressed kid, me...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:09 PM