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i know how it feels
when i see you smile (:

No matter how long we exist,
we have our memories.
Points in time which time itself cannot erase
Suffering may distort my backward glances
but even to suffering,
some memories will yield nothing of her beauty or their splendor.
Rather they remain as hard as gems.

--Anne Rice--

Saturday, March 31, 2007
It is quite a phenomenon...
I don't know why...
I was not like that before...
I feel that I changed...
I think the root of the problem might be my depression problem...
I cannot tell the reason I am depressed...
something personal...
but I just don't know why...
I just feel like hiding my emotions...
but to do that, I risked inverting everything inside me...
I don't know why the beautiful language start coming out of my mouth...
when I did not use them from long before...
I start to insult people...
make them feel lousy...
when I am the lousy one...
I start to turn more aggresive...
I just don't know why...
I just get angry easily....
I don't think straight...

HELP !!!

I just feel that after helping others for so long...
I should in turn actually stop helping others for a while...
I just need to help myself...
be able to visualize the full picture...
just give me time...
I promise I will change...

Account taken from a depressed kid, me...

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