Wednesday, April 11, 2007
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I just got nothing to say...
but just to blog to shut some people's mouth...
sorry for the crude word...
but I don't think I am in the right state of mind to think...
had some bad problems and I heard more than what I should hear...
After today...
I feel that I am a pathetic loser and I am super stupid...
but I cannot tell you why...
I can understand others... but not understand myself...
I always try to help others... even if they are my enemies...
but I am often the one who loses out...
I tried to change others...
but all I needed was to change myself first...
but I just can't...
without knowing more about myself...
so for those ppl who knows me and I talk to you...
if I am some sort of like mad or whatever...
shouting at you...
and other stuff that I don't usually do...
sorry...
I just cannot help it...
thank you for understanding...
The smile had been wiped off my face...
and I need time...
to return back to my normal state...
I just need time...
let me be alone...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:47 PM