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i know how it feels
when i see you smile (:

No matter how long we exist,
we have our memories.
Points in time which time itself cannot erase
Suffering may distort my backward glances
but even to suffering,
some memories will yield nothing of her beauty or their splendor.
Rather they remain as hard as gems.

--Anne Rice--

Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Why didn't I realise this before?!
All I can think of people being separated into different groups...
but I missed one point...
an important point...
something that I have always envied...
the other group...
that I am not in...

What I forgot about teenagers like me nowadays...
is that we too...
have a classed 'society'...
the 'cool' and 'uncool' group...

I don't really know much about the 'cool' group or the 'uncool' group...
but I do feel that they are quite easy to differenciate...

The 'cool' group is what you identify a group of people who are popular...
one that moves as a group...
one that people would talk to...
one whose hairstyle, accessories and clothings etc. are 'cool'...
or rather...
the Rich Kids...

However...
the 'uncool' group is those who barely know many people...
stick in their small group...
those of a typical lifestyle of 'All I have now is enough'...
and lastly...
not as rich as the 'cool' people...

Just like me...
I belong to the category of 'uncool' people...
who is like...
not many friends...
except for a few...
and one who is consistently broke...
not once...
not twice...
but almost everytime...
I do like to stick with the same small group...
I only mingle with others when I am not in my 'comfort zone'...
In conclusion...
I just feel that I am in the 'uncool' group...

But it is quite stupid that teenagers like us must also be divided into different classes...
which is happening rather unknowingly...
but the common answer I get is always the same...
"Aiya... this is teenagers..."

But it is actually quite stupid that we just quote famous quotes from everywhere...
to escape from problems...
like for example...
"Silence is golden"
"It is recorded in black and white"
"It is part and parcel of life"...
and many many more...

Can't they at least have more creativity?
We cannot blame them...
if we have creativity...
there will be no need of telling us to be creative...
just like if we are not frightened of a certain thing...
we do not really put up safety measures against it...
it is rather pointless...
if we do things that are unneccessary...

Haiz...
I think I will just stay this way...
in my current 'uncool' group...
besides...
it is only like four months before I don't even recognize mayflower secondary... (Okay... I am just kidding here...)
But I will see what I can do to expand my region of friends... =D

K Wen
Me...
15.10.1991
- 18 this year
"Wah... so old arh..."

- ex-boys' brigade member
"Haha... you slacker still dare call yourself BB boy..."

- Student councillor for 31st SC, NYJC, welfare vice-chair

- likes people who are nice to me
"Come boy... uncle give you a candy..."

- hate people who are bad to me and they do not really get far...
"Run before I start whacking your head!"

- still learning, lots of stuff, and also a workaholic who works non-stop, or else my body will be itching
"Scratch till you die! Muhahaha"

- one who tries to fufil his many promises to others...
"Promise me you will shut up!!!"

- A total crapper
"Crap or crab? Crab is nicer to eat..."

- A lagger who is totally not up to date
"Haha... old fashioned... =D"

- A person with selective memory
"Do you remember your birthday? I think the answer should be no..."