Thursday, January 24, 2008
Today was results day...
the long awaited results day...
At first...
Everyone seemed super anxious...
and it got worse by the minute...
especially when the principal is giving her address on the statistics on how well we did...
where everyone is just clapping to get rid of the anxious thought...
Then it was another time wasting "How to sign up for JAE' thing...
in which nobody actually listened...
cos they are so damn anxious in getting their results...
Then it was time to collect results...
wow...
was I surprised...
I got six distinctions and one B3...
of course... B3 is for chinese...
I was so shocked...
cos my aim was to get 14 to 16 pts...
cos I thought I screwed up my O levels...
But somehow...
I don't know why...
I got an 8!!!
Overall...
I think this year will be a tough time for those below 10 pts...
cos it is like...
so many ppl getting like 10 and above...
So damn competitive...
Now my life is a disaster...
I don't know where to go...
NYJC or other JCs...
I want to stay in NYJC...
but my mother says she wants me to go to better JCs if I get better marks...
But somehow...
I don't know...
Going into other JCs will solve many of my problems...
Like how much my mum hates me going to dragonboat...
and some other problems...
But old problems go...
new problems come...
now I am at a lost...
I just need someone to enlighten me...
haiz...
"As she cried... I could only sit by one side... not knowing whether to go and comfort her or not..."
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
Wow...
it's been a long time since I last blogged...
cos I've been soooooo busy lately...
work...
school...
CCA...
Work finally ended...
the pay sucks...
the work was boring...
nothing to do...
that is all I felt about the job...
School...
Nanyang JC...
my new school...
for the time being...
until my O level results comes out...
If my O level results allows me to...
I will continue in NYJC...
but if not...
I will consider going to poly...
Orientation was over...
and it was very very fun...
I can say that it is the best I've been to...
now for lessons already...
For my CCA...
I have already left for a long time already...
okay, not quite a long time...
but at least many things changed ever since I've gone...
and I am quite pleases to HEAR that they had improved...
and I am going to see it tomorrow!!!
So far, me and the alumni might be going to plan to change more of the company's structure...
cos we felt that everything is going quite wrong...
not the way it should be...
All these while...
we uniform group people are told that we have leadership skills...
but what I see is that we have misinterpreted the word leadership...
leadership is NOT to be an amplifier...
sort of leading people when officers give you tasks...
It is to take intiative to plan things...
to organise things...
where the officers just sit and relax and arrange to slot in the activities they want inside of the schedule...
Leading is not only going out front to ask everyone to do things...
to stand out in the crowd...
using a sort of LOUD VOICE to get people's attention...
making sure they do the things you ask them to do...
with a thick thick skin...
But also making sure things go well accordingly...
taking charge of things...
having initiative...
Sad to say...
not many people can be real leaders...
not many people can be groomed into leaders...
although many go through the process of learning how to lead...
It is not the theory...
it is the practical work...
putting out your real skils in the field...
Although I might be saying all these...
I only know of the theory part...
not the real practical part...
as I myself know...
I am never meant to lead...
I am only meant to follow...
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