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i know how it feels
when i see you smile (:

No matter how long we exist,
we have our memories.
Points in time which time itself cannot erase
Suffering may distort my backward glances
but even to suffering,
some memories will yield nothing of her beauty or their splendor.
Rather they remain as hard as gems.

--Anne Rice--

Thursday, January 24, 2008
Today was results day...
the long awaited results day...

At first...
Everyone seemed super anxious...
and it got worse by the minute...
especially when the principal is giving her address on the statistics on how well we did...
where everyone is just clapping to get rid of the anxious thought...

Then it was another time wasting "How to sign up for JAE' thing...
in which nobody actually listened...
cos they are so damn anxious in getting their results...

Then it was time to collect results...
wow...
was I surprised...
I got six distinctions and one B3...
of course... B3 is for chinese...
I was so shocked...
cos my aim was to get 14 to 16 pts...
cos I thought I screwed up my O levels...
But somehow...
I don't know why...
I got an 8!!!

Overall...
I think this year will be a tough time for those below 10 pts...
cos it is like...
so many ppl getting like 10 and above...
So damn competitive...

Now my life is a disaster...
I don't know where to go...
NYJC or other JCs...

I want to stay in NYJC...
but my mother says she wants me to go to better JCs if I get better marks...

But somehow...
I don't know...
Going into other JCs will solve many of my problems...

Like how much my mum hates me going to dragonboat...
and some other problems...

But old problems go...
new problems come...
now I am at a lost...
I just need someone to enlighten me...
haiz...

"As she cried... I could only sit by one side... not knowing whether to go and comfort her or not..."

K Wen
Me...
15.10.1991
- 18 this year
"Wah... so old arh..."

- ex-boys' brigade member
"Haha... you slacker still dare call yourself BB boy..."

- Student councillor for 31st SC, NYJC, welfare vice-chair

- likes people who are nice to me
"Come boy... uncle give you a candy..."

- hate people who are bad to me and they do not really get far...
"Run before I start whacking your head!"

- still learning, lots of stuff, and also a workaholic who works non-stop, or else my body will be itching
"Scratch till you die! Muhahaha"

- one who tries to fufil his many promises to others...
"Promise me you will shut up!!!"

- A total crapper
"Crap or crab? Crab is nicer to eat..."

- A lagger who is totally not up to date
"Haha... old fashioned... =D"

- A person with selective memory
"Do you remember your birthday? I think the answer should be no..."