Thursday, February 26, 2009
Block test is finally over!!! Woohoo!
Anyways, today was totally my day, when I thought that it wasn't until this point in time. Hahaz! =)
Firstly, I went to the toilet and as I was leaving it, I made such a crazy bet to myself about something personal, that it would work out if I sit in the front row of the hall today. Then when i told myself that this would not happen, I went to the board and saw that I was supposed to sit at I1! I was like super shocked! Something tells me after that that things are gonna get well soon... =)
Anyways, the second thing is that Physics paper was not really that tough, and I actually have confidence to pass it! Hahaz. (Except for the part where I wrote R=IV... ARGH!)
For the rest of the subjects = SCREWED! Hahaz!
Anyways, after that paper I was supposed to go out for lunch with my classmates (actually a movie), but in the end they wanted to go to Sentosa and i couldn't go because of H3, and therefore, I was soooooo sad... (so sad that I had to message Jamie cos she replies my SMS fast, but after that become super lag... Hahaz. =) )
But...
It rained and therefore, no sentosa...
So they went to catch a movie while I realised how much of a slacker I am in H3, that when everyone has printed and done all their tutorials, I haven't even accessed the place where I get the tutorials and lecture notes even once! Let alone doing the tutorials. Hahaz!
So after the H3 I went to meet them and we while we waited for another friend to come, we dai-di-ed and mahjong and as usual, I am the one feeding people (lucky I never play money or I'll be broke!)
Then once our friend came, we went to eat. As usual, I did not eat cos I have dinner at home, but I was like starving by the time I was going home. But quite fun talking to my classmates as they'll listen much to me, unlike Louis who always complain that my stories are too long (impatient guy...)
Anyways, after that we went to walk walk in national geographic and too bad, we did not get to play in the air-con room. Hahaz. So we went for shopping (actually only window shopping) then we went to Toys-R-us to play! Super fun making a fool out of us JC students there. But ah wells, who cares?
So after that we went to sky park there and sat down...
and that was when this real funny thing happened!
Ming Fang was like using her slippers to hit Yong Le's and my shoes, cos I think she was bored or sumthing. So I grabbed one of her slippers then use my primary school trick (release the shoe before flinging my arm). Then when her slippers fell onto the ground through the trick, she thought that I really threw it into the sea. She was like sooooo shocked. (Her expression: Priceless... Hahaz!)
So anyways, I returned her slippers to her cos she looked so shocked... and her face was like so pale. I'm really sorry if I'd scared her...
Yups, and we had a singing session in sky-park, and apparently, I'm so gonna sign kejin up for the one, but i scared she'll go out of tune. Hahaz!
But one thing I dun like about the singing session is that there isn't much decent songs that I know how to sing! Everywhere oso liddat one...
Then it was home sweet home when the whole class took NEL (first time, so touched T.T) plus suaning time... hahahahahaz... I totally love suaning ming fang... Hahaz!
Yups, and here I am, typing this post with a full stomach and BUUUURRRRPPPPPPPP! Oops. Hehes...
For this next section, those who dun wan the spoil mood kinda feel should not read on. =)I was just thinking about it and I realised that I've been such a failure...It was block test this week and after my previous post of saying how much I blah blah blah broke my promises... I still couldn't do things well this week...I tried to help, but I found out that I could not even help myself at all...I started giving out wrong information (sorry RJ and Lilan) and even I was shocked...I simply was not prepared to teach at all...But there is one thing that made me real disappointed...is that I spend so much of my health, my time etc staying back to teach...but all I get is "Block test is screwed!"But one thing I was thinking is...Have you all ever tried or did your best?Have you all ever realised how important this is to some people (especially pynx who wanted all 26 of us to be in council camp)I'm real tired...block test is actually supposed to be a period where I get to sleep early...but I chose to stay back late...to help...to eat dinner as my supper...It's my bad...cos I am the one who made this choice...to stay back to help...and yet I am not capable of doing it...and something more disappointing about it is that all of you are people who can study!You all say that I am clever...but the truth is, I'm just the same as all of you!I am just an average person who fails his exam in his sec school...but only started to study...both hard and smart...and put my heart into it...listen to what teachers teach...and understanding it to teach others...All of you are even BETTER than me...But all these disappointments are disappointments in myself...not in all of you...cos I'm just disappointed in myself for not doing the right things...Right now what I can do is just retreat back into my cosy corner and think about things properly, and just put on a strong front in front of others...I need to get my life back to the correct orientation...I'm sorry that I won't be there for you all for a time being...But it'll be okay...For I'm just the unpreferred substitute...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 11:39 PM
