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No matter how long we exist,
we have our memories.
Points in time which time itself cannot erase
Suffering may distort my backward glances
but even to suffering,
some memories will yield nothing of her beauty or their splendor.
Rather they remain as hard as gems.

--Anne Rice--

Monday, March 09, 2009
I feel like a lousy vice-chair...

I knew I would be saying this one day...
but I didn't know it'll be so soon, just after a few days after I've written that blogpost...

For me, as a welco vice-chair, I really don't know what I am supposed to do and what my actual job scopes are...

For Li lan and Ying Chen they have their own events to take charge of: Friendship week and Angel & Mortal, while I, Welco vice-chair, really have nothing to do... no events, no nothing, just the title of "Vice-chair"....

And I'd really wanna take back my words of me helping out in welco, cos when I looked back at that blogpost, I realised that all I could say was that I've helped out more, but I just cannot think of any instances where my help was ever needed, other than me having to poke my nose into other people's stuff...

And what's worse...
I didn't do anything much and I dared to say it out loud that I am a Welco sai-kang warrior...
I guess April was right to say that if I wanna help Randy in his Student Lounge, then I shouldn't tell others that I'm a Welco sai-kang warrior...
I guess that is true, cos after hearing her say that, I've realised that all these while what I was doing was just poking my nose into other people's businesses cos I really have nothing much to do...

Maybe this is just called "acting as though I'm busy"...

Now I really don't know what else I can do as a vice-chair before my council term ends, cos it is like I am a liability more than a help (I can't even put asset)...

I guess April made a wrong choice right from the start...
Randy and Zhi Yuan would be fine, any welco people would be fine...
but me, Ah, just forget it...

Right now I think the only thing I can do is just go with the flow, and just hold on to the title of "vice-chair" and yups, just the name.

That should be all, yups...


Maybe she'd made a wrong choice, right from the start...

K Wen
Me...
15.10.1991
- 18 this year
"Wah... so old arh..."

- ex-boys' brigade member
"Haha... you slacker still dare call yourself BB boy..."

- Student councillor for 31st SC, NYJC, welfare vice-chair

- likes people who are nice to me
"Come boy... uncle give you a candy..."

- hate people who are bad to me and they do not really get far...
"Run before I start whacking your head!"

- still learning, lots of stuff, and also a workaholic who works non-stop, or else my body will be itching
"Scratch till you die! Muhahaha"

- one who tries to fufil his many promises to others...
"Promise me you will shut up!!!"

- A total crapper
"Crap or crab? Crab is nicer to eat..."

- A lagger who is totally not up to date
"Haha... old fashioned... =D"

- A person with selective memory
"Do you remember your birthday? I think the answer should be no..."