Tuesday, April 21, 2009
:)
Today was a super lucky day for me! (a totally extreme from ytd!)
It was like pouring in the morning when I woke up, then I was like "WTH... dun tell me as unlucky as ytd..."
Then a miracle happened when I left home...
The rain stopped.
Then I happily took the MRT train and almost got out of Kovan MRT station instead of Serangoon by mistake...
But anyways, walked out of MRT and then saw it pouring again and I was like... "WTH... 老天再跟我作对是不是？"
Then I actually wanted to take a bus, but I was too lazy to wait, so I just continued walking and as I walked out of the shelter, the rain kinda stopped...
I was like feeling freaking lucky lor...
So kinda went to school and there's no badminton today! Played frisbee with the other classes... but somehow I lost skill le... shots still can hover and glide, but too slow and keeps on getting intercepted...
At least this is better than badminton (other than playing with Terence), cos this game can make me perspire!
So anyways happily happily went for breakfast and lectures...
and during CT lesson it was like 'WHOA!'
First thing we went into class we saw 4 boxes of canadian pizzas on the table and we knew straight away that it was for our carnival!
And we did not even expect it... I was only kinda expecting him to say that we've done a good job etc etc... but wow, pizzas!
(Great contrast from last year's CT)
So anyways, he did some admin stuff with us, then congratulated us on our success! Then the feast began! That was when I found out that my CT only eats vegetables and seafood for his meals... cos he said it's more healthy? Hahaz!
So I ate 4 pieces of pizza not because I was greedy (in fact some of my classmates were shocked that I did not rush for food when the feast began, but still sat there talking...), but because they don't wanna eat that much... then shouldn't waste food...
But it was super duper lucky for me... (food = luck)
Then the next best thing was that the day ended like at 4.15pm, like so early! Then went home and exercised and caught up with all the TV shows that I've missed...
Then studied organic chem and now typing down here... hahaz!
Anyways, just to tell you guys how unlucky I was ytd...
First thing, something that look like mud stained on my pants and it looked gross...
Then when I was going home from H3, I kinda missed 4 buses in a row cos they're like super packed, then I stood at the bus stop for like 1 whole hour...
Then had bad mood at home for the night, kinda feel bad venting my anger on my siblings, especially my dear youngest brother at the computer that has to help me in printing the large amount of notes...
But I guess it's all even out already! Now is time for me to hit my econs textbook before I go to bed! =)
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 11:52 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Woohoo! H3 test 2 is finally over!
Confirm fail one...
but at least I know how it goes about...
nothing bad, hahaz...
I'll do better for the final exam!
Hahaz, anyways, I went back to school to celebrate clarence's birthday, but in the end it's like I went back for the internal elections...
so just randomly asked a question that meant a lot to me since I was a minutes taker before for various events and I understand how Pam and Pynx feels...
"How do you ensure that everyone reads the minutes?"
This is seriously random but for those who takes minutes, yeah, it means alot, cos we're those who take minutes and if nobody reads it, it's like doing it for the fun of it?
Hahaz, anyways, I just have to say that minutes have saved my life a few times cos I almost missed some important deadlines...
Anyway, moving back to ytd, the carnival totally rocks!
Hahaz! Got to see many teachers get dunked, and see how teachers can actually contribute to be dunked, and see how many students are actually willing to dunk their teachers... Hahaz!
Anyways, I wanna thank Chun Leong and Yvonne for sorta saving Terence and I at the start for emcee-ing for the dunking machine...
Seriously, without the dunking machine we wouldn't have almost met the target...
But I was quite disappointed for a point in time ytd...
when I thought that I was regarded as part of the team but when I thought I could be excused from lessons, I was not given the priveledge...
And when I came down after the first lesson for the long long break, they asked me to look after their bags...
I was like "WTH..."...
but luckily something made my day afterwards...
Hahaz!
I'm just glad that the event went well...
and I'm sad to say that I can only follow you guys up to this point, after the carnival...
from now till the end, I wish you guys all the best for the $5000 and loads of photos you guys have to raise...
I truly enjoyed the planning process...
felt like an ad hoc once again...
Argh! Talking about this...
I feel so bad that I took leave from council work from April last wed till next monday! Argh, then I think that's why Pam must do up my slides for me! Sorry!
But sorry...
I really need this time...
to get that freaking thing out of my head, cos it's like haunting me all the time, hurting me all the time...
I need to reorganise...
I need to plan my life properly...
I wanna enjoy the rest of my JC life...
I wanna do well for A levels with 31st and 0815...
I've got so much to do...
Argh!
I don't just wanna be the random guy walking on the streets...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 6:30 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Went for enrolment service today as a guest (finally! Last year still had to collect SPA)
Caught up with some of my juniors, seniors like 'dao-ing' us liddat...
but anyways, were super high to bring up the mood there, and seriously, the planning this year was bad! They did not even have any rehearsals! And their colours are like... WTH... so many low ranking ppl...
So I kinda sat and crapped with Kah ho, Chong Junn, Yong Cheng and my long lost 'suanning' buddy Mr Ezra! Hahaz. His brother even joined us can... the potential staff sergeant... Hahaz!
But this year kinda sad... recruitment was only like 2 or 3? WTH lor...
Was very proud of benedict for passing his founder's test, but felt kinda bad that I helped him more than I helped my brother, cos my brother failed the test... T.T
The buffet lunch there was super nice! I ate 3 rounds and packet some back home... yum yum!
So went sleep for a super long time, did some SL stuff, then bwahahaha, went out with Clarence and Ming Wei to watch NYDC (Azizan, April, Pynx, RJ) dance!
At first it was quite sad cos it got cancelled, but it got back on again, and I've just got something to say... "You guys totally rock!"
So we went to arcade after that to watch them play play dance dance... (seriously, that was real long...)
And we went for dinner after that, in which I did not eat, cos I am kinda full from lunch and the small meal before leaving home, and also cos sudoku was so fun! =)
(I was lucky that they did not manage to probe further through the truth or dare game...)
So talked to RJ and Pynx on the trip home in MRT...
I really hope nothing bad happens... (they should know what I mean...)
Hahaz! =)
Somehow it just feels so weird...as if something is amissed...but one thing is definitely for sure...I've finally found out somemore reasons behind why things happen...It just feels so weird too...when I don't know whether I should be happy or not...when I see others suffering from the same problem as me...But I really wonder something...How come information always come to you right after you spend your time desperately searching for it?It's like you spend so much time searching for it, then just as you finally find it, it just kinda came so obviously in front of you...I feel empty...real empty...I feel like finding a 'new self'...To enjoy the days of my JC life, to make it as fufilling as it can be...But I am just so unsure of it...How long do I actually need before I can get my thought out of this...It's like I've failed for attempt number 4...and I really wonder whether this is what life is supposed to be like for me...perhaps I should just return to my original thought that I exist to make the life of others' better, cos mine is just a failure...but thinking of my parents just keeps me from thinking of this thought...I also wonder whether this is what it is to be nice...real nice...some people just do not understand me...it's not that hard actually, but some people just do not understand me...I'm not that hard to understand...It's just that you guys think too high of me...I am just a normal human like everyone else...I smile, cos I want others to smile, cos it makes me happy...It just does the same for me when people gets sad... I will get sad too...Well, if that's what things are meant to be...I shall just let it be...RJ
told me... "I shall be strong, emotionally and physically..."and that's exactly what I'm gonna do too...I suddenly had craving for toast...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 11:28 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Went for lunch together with the elects and some of 31st at lau pat sah!
It was super fun talking to some of the elects while eating, and found out so many new things, and errrr, choir lingo I still don't understand! hahaz!
Anyways, eating time took super duper long...
then we headed on to Somerset there to go to cathay something... (I forgot the name, but it's the place some of the welco ppl went after JTS for pool!)
Then took super long to decide what to do...
but in the end went to kpool and played!
Though I only held the stick and hit the ball 4 times, I think it's okay larh, at least I get to laugh at some ppl, especially Yi Mei! Hahaz!
Anyways, it was really fun that I've gotten this chance to spend time with the elects and some of us 31st outings regulars! =)
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Somehow I don't feel sad or disappointed, I just feel free, free to continue with my life without being tied down...At least now that I've known the truth, I can stop deluding myself, trying to prove that I still have chances through everything I do, and get happy for things that happen right, and get so bloody emotional for everything that went wrong...The 'fate' that I thought we had is just a lie that I've made, and seriously, I was thinking why I'm so dumb not to listen to myself as I get those heartaches day by day...I guess that is what you call 'being naive'...I guess all the things that I've done for you are just foolish acts by me thinking that something good will someday come out of it...Your smiles make me happy, your disappointment and sadness makes my heartache, and that's perhaps the reason why I cannot afford to see you cry, but try to cheer you up at every occasion...I feel akward whenever I see you. I want to call out to you, but just couldn't bring my mouth to say it...every little actions you do just makes me feel as though they are special, though many others do better things than that...just looking at you will make me satisfied, talking to you is a plus point...Being jealous of others and all, I think I'm very dumb to do that...To think that I'm gonna succeed, is yet another naive thought...Everytime I think to the past, the signs that you've shown me, to think that that was when that everything started, just shows how dumb I can be, to be trapped in this thought forever, using it to tell myself that everything's gonna be all right...Since there is no point in me continuing in this, I feel that I have to wish you happiness...I guess I just have to let time bury things up...I shall stay strong...I shall stay strong...I shall stay strong...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 9:25 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
I just wanna say a very big thank you to my dear council camp group 4 for giving me all the wonderful cards and the sweets! (How did you all know I love food?) The box they gave was like... awwwwwww... =)
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 10:45 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Finally I get a nice time with my computer, just me and my lappie...
Yesterday was maths lesson + presidential election + April's post-birthday barbeque...
I went for maths lesson and by the time it ended, presidential election ended, and we went for spring cleaning. Not that fun as I've expected, but still felt nice when everything looked clean.
So anyways, went home and slept (overslept) and chased the bus 854 to get to Yishun MRT station to meet the rest to go to April's house for the barbeque.
But in the end, almost everyone meeting were late, except for Ming Wei, Zhen Hao and I. The rest were already at the barbeque at that point of time.
So anyways, bridged and barbequed and bridged and barbequed...
all except eating...
then only ate a small plate of beehoon with curry and 2 hot dogs and went to play basketball...
(This is the barbeque that I've eaten the least amount of things... Hahaz.)
it was super fun but kinda noticed that I suck more and more in sports...
but I just played on and got some minor injuries here and there...
after that went back to play the (0,5,10,20) game with Chi Wei + bridged again, and ate loads of marshmellows...
and it was like already wery late so I went home already, and slept till heart's content...
I feel dumb, that I'm like pursuing something that is impossible to achieve...
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 2:23 PM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Today was April fool's day! Hahaz!
Today was quite an enriching day, cos I've learnt so many new things...
Cos there was like a one hour break before assembly today and I was like with Jia Jun in the canteen with the rest of the girls in our class, and Jia Jun went to sit alone to do homework...
So I was so bored that i had to talk to the girls and oh my, I didn't know that they'd been gossipping about me for like so freaking long about my MSN personal messages...
And now I've realised the true power of gossipping... talking behind someone and the person seriously has no clue at all... WTH...
But anyways, got to know some astonishing facts (but those are secrets, cannot tell!) and got to understand some stuff, and yups, had loads of fun teasing Kejin about "THE ONE"...
Hahaz!
Anyways, today is still April fool's day, so I got tricked a little, and it was a trick that we'd planned... WTH...
I got tricked by the zero-flush sign that we've sticked there saying "the flush is broken' and I almost went to use the other urinal when i realised that 'hey! This is zero flush! No flush at all! EH? I thought I heard of this joke before! Oh!"...
Yups, and that was how I got tricked...
But anyways, today was also April's birthday! Happy sweet 18! =)
Had to sneak out sneakily after assembly with Cand and Pynx to buy cake for April...
And it was super drama there (with Pynx and cand, I could only stand there and watch show)
And not forgetting the part where we are choosing between Tiramisu and Choc Ganas...
In the end we bought the Choc Ganas and sneaked back into school, and we were like real dumb hiding behind pillars and scouting the area to get to the fifth floor...
Then it was like when we succeeded, we had to get the lighter, and I was assigned the task to do it, and when I went down, I saw April and Ely! Oh mi gosh! They started asking me where I was cos there was a prank just now but i wasn't there, and I was like perspiring (damn the hot sun...)...
So right on the spot, I just kinda crapped out that I had diahhorea (dunno the right spelling...)
and they believed me! So after they left I quickly searched for the lighter, caught up with them, then went up for GM...
So yups, after that April kinda got tricked etc etc... Hahaz! =)
(But seriously, the expression was like... PRICELESS...)
And the cake was delicious! Woohoo! =)
Hahaz, and actually i wanted to blog about the present, but nah, too long story le! Hahaz! So yups, Happy birthday April and yups, Happy April Fool's day! =)
[SHucks... it's over 12 le... but nvm...]
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 11:31 PM
