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i know how it feels
when i see you smile (:

No matter how long we exist,
we have our memories.
Points in time which time itself cannot erase
Suffering may distort my backward glances
but even to suffering,
some memories will yield nothing of her beauty or their splendor.
Rather they remain as hard as gems.

--Anne Rice--

Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Oh wells...
I seriously think that the holidays are like freaking boring...
it's like I've planned so much to learn for this holiday but just have to wait till next week...
and that freaking medical check-ups kept o screwing up, and I seriously hope that I don't get screwed...

Studying for my H3 exam this friday seriously sucks too...
it's like I can nvr remember the reagents and conditions for the synthesis parts no matter how hard I tried and read + re-read the notes...

And DAMN! I didn't know that Chem Olympiad stuff (the one that tommy is doing), is so much worse that H3... (I'm starting to appreciate H3 chem more...)
Well, I was like reading through it and gave up reading, just stick with what is gonna come out...
but nonetheless, I must say that I've improved maybe a bit, just a little bit...
I really hope that all my hard work will not go to waste and I shall at least get a merit or sumthing...!

So anyways, there's like so much more to complete during the holidays...
learn so much more stuff...
Study...
teach Jamie maths...
Attending workshops...
and most importantly, ENJOYING!

And the good news is that, I get to wake up late everyday (well, almost...)
but... the bad news is that I don't have long to complete the things that I wanna complete...
I really wanna be a better person once school reopens...
and I'm super determined to do that! =)

But right now there are just some things that I cannot get out of my head...
I think Jamie will understand one of it, the other is just the medical check-up stuff... (it's like WTH... I dun even LOOK or FEEL unhealthy... what's wrong with them giving me so many medical check-ups and appointments... it's now like 4 and counting...)

~~~

I really wanna know if you've found out the truth...

Right now I really don't know how I'm able to open my mouth to speak to you...
or perhaps, what I can say to you...

I'm not trying to ignore you...
just don't know what to say...

I feel bad, but I just can't help it...
but I'm sure you'll do well without me...

My job is over and I really miss it...
but I guess i'll never be able to relive it again...
Well, that might be the best way then...

I'm really sorry, for being such a jerk...
but I really cannot help it...
I'm tired, very tired...

K Wen
Me...
15.10.1991
- 18 this year
"Wah... so old arh..."

- ex-boys' brigade member
"Haha... you slacker still dare call yourself BB boy..."

- Student councillor for 31st SC, NYJC, welfare vice-chair

- likes people who are nice to me
"Come boy... uncle give you a candy..."

- hate people who are bad to me and they do not really get far...
"Run before I start whacking your head!"

- still learning, lots of stuff, and also a workaholic who works non-stop, or else my body will be itching
"Scratch till you die! Muhahaha"

- one who tries to fufil his many promises to others...
"Promise me you will shut up!!!"

- A total crapper
"Crap or crab? Crab is nicer to eat..."

- A lagger who is totally not up to date
"Haha... old fashioned... =D"

- A person with selective memory
"Do you remember your birthday? I think the answer should be no..."