Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Actually I feel kinda weird blogging this...
But this is one thing that I really have to remind myself about, and that I must jot it down somewhere so I will be able to remember it...
You were right.
I really kinda think that I think too much (even that I'm thinking...)
Perhaps it's just like what you said about how time will eventually solve everything.
It never ever did occur to me that all these while I had been so stubborn to think that time will only bury your wounds for them to be surfaced again, with a much deeper gash, with a much prominent scar. But it was just my naive thinking...
I've always believed that 'apologies' should not be used as and when we like, because it will eventually lose value. But I've just realised that I've been using it like loosely and I would never have realised it before you told me that you did not like it.
Many people think that I'm weird, and I think they are right. I am weird. But for some sense, I've been trying to be normal...
Maybe it's just that I think too much...
Just when I thought shutting away from thinking of too much on things around me would be good, to just hang a smiley face whereever I go, I realised that I still think too much, causing misery to myself and maybe also affecting many others...
Now that all these have come to an end, I really wish my life would be back to normal. The way it was all supposed to be.
I really wanna thank you for making me realise all these things that I've never really did consiously. I was just thinking too much about the wrong things. Frankly speaking, the straightforward stuff really gave me one tight slap to wake me up. Thank you.
(R^3)CMI wrote some crap again... <3 10:46 PM
